having a great christmas Dinner with my friend..
i hate what i am doing and behaving now.. seriously i hate myself
A few times i were tried to wrote something on here..
There are always have the trade off in our life..
This sem is very stress that i unexpected.
Nothing much happen in this month but i been visited many places in this holiday...
i went to gold coast with 2 friends which come from Malaysia :) and a short 2 day road trips with some new friends in Melbourne..
My result released last week and gladly i passed all the subjects. thanks god!
I am weak :(
Day by day, we grow up.
we realize what is life meant for.
Something were wrong, something were right, we don't know.
We keep learning from it.
We experience every things in our life, no matter is bitter or sweet.
Happy, stress, despondency, we go through everything.
Something is unforgettable.
Something makes us regret.
When we are old, and we know what is life.
Cheers :)
Assignment and assignment...
this is uni life. but i hate it.. i hate journal i hate article that have tons of pages to read and digest.. due to my English isn't good enough.
I finally finish 2 assignments out of 5 assignments.
5 assignments looks like very normal numeric for uni, the point what i trying to say is total of 5 assignments i have 13000 words to write. Yet, this all are the individual work. i was like omg...
I'd relaxed myself in these few days and my housemate was like asking why you never do assignments or study? lol.. feel guilty with it.. :( maybe i should move on to assignments again so i won't feel that stress.
I did some shopping these few days, i found that CK designs actually ain't bad! haha the most important thing is it's fit me as i am born small size, hard to find any suitable size :D
Hence, i bought 2 CK shirts one shot :D hehe... now having mid season sales^^ good time for shopping ...
God bless me i would pass all this sem :( invisible stresses are around me..
Today i finally get myself a new toys :D
What's that? Is an Ipod Touch 32 GB woohoo...
i was dream for it for long long long time ago...today after i counted my account. i finally decide and have the encouragement to buy it.. oh yea!
Maybe it's look normal to other, but it's special for me, cause it is very expensive for me :(
Few months gonna cook in home to save money ><"
Today i found one of my subject's lecture is MIB.. (Men In Black) oh oh oh NO.....
i don't think he really can teach :( anyway i swap the lecture time already, i hope it won't be the same lecturer again.. if not i gonna GG..
New start.. haven get any text book yet.. :)
probably will get in this week :D
Besides, many friends are coming to visit me this year.. weee~ happy...
but the problem is most of them haven buy ticket, in other words, means that not yet confirm, they might FFk anytime..
haha..
Today told me something that actually very shock.
I wonder should i do something on it?
Wonder is it what the person told me is the truth? If it is..
what can i do? seriously Fuck! < sorry..
anyway i prefer keep the thing in my heart, and now i clearly understand what kind of person i should be.
There is a note that i saw in facebook and i truly agree what's in it..
Although i am not perfect but i will learn, and keep learning..
1．不吸烟饮酒的人，大都是对自已严格要求的人。一般可托终生。凡迷恋“酒色财气烟”者，一定要小心。
2．对你吹拍人，最可能背叛你。伤你最深的人，一定是你最爱的人。百分之七十的凶杀案发生于熟人之间。“生虎犹可近，熟人不可亲。”
3．胆小的男孩一般能成大事。打仗前思后想的，才是帅才。流泪的男人一定有爱心。举棋不定是一种美德。
4．爱骂人的人，内心都很恐惧。长角的动物都不是食肉动物。一群人中最安静的人往往最有实力。“动如火掠，不动如山。”
5．背叛你的女孩，再侮辱你，一生命薄。恶有恶报。早年的“班花、校花”，有几个会有晚年的幸福？“猛虎别在当道卧，困龙也有上天时。”
6．重情之人，难有爱情之幸福。当你说岀爱字，你就处于被动。爱情的真谛是“欲擒故纵”，鲜花大都插在牛粪上。“骏马常驮痴汉走，巧女常伴愚夫眠。”
1.不要怕被别人利用，人家利用你说明你还有用.
2.做人有三碗面最难吃： 人面 \场面 \情面.
3.头等人,有本事,没脾气; 二等人,有本事,有脾气; 末等人,没本事,大脾气。
4.杜月笙有句挂在嘴上的话：小心得天下，大意失荆州.
5人活在世上要靠两样东西，胆识和智慧.
6.事不要做绝，要留有余地.
这些话说给懂得人听
1 打什么都别打女人。打了，你就什么理由都没有了。
2伤什么都别伤心爱人的心。伤了，你就真的没有机会了．
3不要用女朋友的数量来显示你的魅力。你完全可以用事业和顾家好男人来展示你的优秀。
4学会帮女人做家务。一个回家就只是躺在沙发上等待老婆开饭的男人，会让婚姻生活淡的比白开水还无味。
5如果你爱一个人，请你温柔的呵护她；如果不爱，直说。女人都很傻的，从她爱上你的那一刻，便身心俱付。
6帮你爱的人买礼物。你赚钱为了什么？而且，一个真正爱你的人是不会乱花你的钱的。
7不要真的以为得不到的才是最好的。还不如好好珍惜现在拥有的．
8你工作再忙，也要记得打个电话给你心爱的人，不会花掉你太多时间金钱．因为她在等待，少给她失望．
9女人是用来疼的，如果你没有把握让一个女人幸福，反倒一直给他难过痛苦，请记住这不是在爱她．
10不要认为每个女子都爱钱如命。你赚钱很辛苦，但这个世界上能养活自己的女人比比皆是。
11记得给她家里打电话，而不是她催着你打。人家老人家将养了几十年的女儿嫁给你，那是你多么大的福分。
12记得她的生日，否则有可能下一个生日她跟别人过去了。
13不要认为情人节送花是无聊的行为。又不是每天都要你送，找那么无聊的借口干嘛？
14抽固定的时间陪她。你工作都是为了生活，那么，她应该是你生活里最重要的一部分。
15牵她的手漫步。两个人走路，不是为了让别人看，是要两个人感觉幸福。因为十指相握是幸福。
16不管你在世界的哪个地方，当你的太太要生孩子时，一定要在她身边。
17想她的时候，告诉她。爱她的话，要说出来．她听后也一样的爱你．
18爱情生活或者婚姻生活是两个人的，所以不必太自我，多为对方着想和付出．
19偶尔给对方惊喜。爱情不一定常常在激情的最顶端，但是你可以学会制造浪漫。不要让爱情变得空洞无味．
20有了矛盾，立刻解决。否则怨恨会像无底洞，吞噬了你们的感情，难以重合．
21一起去看电影。不一定所有情节你们都记得，但是她会很久很久以后还记得你曾陪她看过电影。
22陪她外出散心，顺便加深感情。女人喜欢放松时男人说的心里话．
23吃东西时，不要傻傻的问：你吃不吃？更不要在对方说不想吃之后就立即吃个精光。那是自私的表现。
24她有人追求，说明她很有魅力，不要因此发无名火，吃无名醋。更不能误会，而是要更加去好好爱.
处事计策
1.看穿但不说穿。很多事情，只要自己心里有数就好了，没必要说出来。
2.高兴，就笑，让大家都知道。悲伤，就假装什么也没发生
3.在不违背原则的情况下 ,对别人要宽容 ,能帮就帮, 千万不要把人逼绝了 ,给人留条后路……
4.快乐最重要，谁人、何物、何事使你快乐，你就同他们在一起。何物让你不快乐，你就离开他。没有条件，创造条件也要离开他。
5.不要老在别人面前倾诉你的困境袒露你的脆弱
6.没有十全十美的东西，没有十全十美的人，关键是清楚到底想要什么。得到想要的，肯定会失去另外一部分。如果什么都想要，只会什么都得不到。
7.我喜欢一位朋友说的这句“善忘是一件好事。”
8.两个人同时犯了错，站出来承担的那一方叫宽容，另一方欠下的债，早晚都要还。
9.自己不喜欢的人，可以报之以沉默微笑；自己喜欢的人，那就随便怎么样了，因为你的喜爱会挡也挡不住地流露出来。
10.不要做刺猬 ,能不与人结仇就不与人结仇 ,谁也不跟谁一辈子 ,有些事情没必要记在心上
11.学会妥协的同时，也要坚持自己最基本的原则
12.不要停止学习。不管学习什么，语言，厨艺，各种技能
13.钱很重要，但不能依靠男人或父母，自己一定要保持一定赚钱的能力……
14.不要太高估自己在集体中的力量，因为当你选择离开时，就会发现即使没有你，太阳照常升起....
15.过去的事情可以不忘记，但一定要放下
16.即使输掉了一切，也不要输掉微笑……
17.不管做了什么选择，都不要后悔，因为后悔也于事无补
18.不要因为冲动说一些过激的话。
19.不要轻易许下承诺，做不到的承诺，比没许下更可恶。
20.不要觉得不了解也会有爱情。在不了解的时候，我们仅仅是喜欢，达不到爱情。当彼此的缺点暴露出来以后，很多时候这喜欢也就会结束了
21.说话时可以很直接，人很直爽，总比虚伪好。
22.对自己好一点，心情不好的时候，什么都别考虑，去吃自己爱吃的吧。但是别喝酒
There is something you have to experienced it only you can realize and learn and know how is a person.
is the place that i express myself , my problems, my feelings...
but... i found some disadvantages of doing this.
Somehow it show how weak you are...
Especially when you review back the previous post...
ya! it's life! at least we pass through it...
it's quite conflict, should we share something or not?
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confuse
Well, i don't understand and i wish to have one explanation.
This is a bullshit :)
Ignore what i said ~ haha
well, count down 10 days more to back Australia.
i really having lots of fun in Msia.!
Yeah.. Chinese New year.. it's a good sign to me?
It's mean i am one year older.. I am no longer 21st year old..
And now i am officially 22nd :)
I bought a lot of stuff at the previous year.
I am finally reach Malaysia and i have tried many foods that i wanted to try so desperately in Australia. 15 Days more i going back to Australia. I haven't find any home or room yet. I am now officially homeless, who can help me? T___T
There are lots of things, problem that i would like to share so much, but i can't.
I guess this problem happened on many people also.
I don't know what's the reason that causing this. Perhaps, i can't find the right people to share, perhaps i don't know how to start, or should i share it or not.
The main point is the person i share is it trust-able.
Most of time i just keep in it in my heart. Sometimes i just can't stand it and this is the place that i can release myself.
Betray, what does it stand for?
Betrayal is the breaking or violation of a presumptive social contract, trust, or confidence that produces moral and psychological conflict within a relationship amongst individuals, between organizations or between individuals and organizations.
I google it :)
There are a lot of betrayers around us, we can't really avoid it. Of course, it happen to me. Although it just a small little tinny stuff, but it already represent that the person no longer can be trusted. I remain quiet doesn't mean i am don't know anything, doesn't mean i am noob, doesn't mean i am good to bully. I just doing what the smart people do.
We can't really stop at the same step too long, if the person or things doesn't work out, we should move forward in order to improve ourselves. Move forward, so we can get a better future.
Rabbit in Pavillion :)
Zanmai Sushi with coco :)
My buddy, Nicholas...
The view of Great Ocean Road
Sunset view
This is Steve, the person that have many patternyo!! it's a new year!
and it's 2011!!!
happy new years guys.
disappear
why you disappear?
What is going on?
Oh ya.. i need some luck recently ;) wish me!
thankie
